Hello, Dear People!
I am on my first vacation in 2 years, and I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
It's not the type of vacation where you go somewhere because I don't have the money to get away and enjoy another environment, so instead, I am hosting my family who still live in my home country. They come to my place for 3 weeks.
I am not sure if it's a refreshing vacation or another job, but that's a choice that I made, and I am seemingly happy with it.
I am going to paint a lot, to do pottery, to watch movies, to walk around, to go to the swimming pool, to ride a bike in a forest, and so on.
I need to learn how to rest.
For someone who is naturally hyperactive and wakes up at 5 AM every day, it's quite a challenge.
I need to constantly do something to keep myself occupied.
I am like a kid who is deadly afraid to be bored.
Not very mature of me, yet look, I made great progress at my lovely regular job, I created Camambert, I paint a lot. All this just to fulfill my 5 AM - 9 AM hours.
I started to wake up at 5 AM due to my cat.
Since then, his habits have changed, and now he is a sleepy, lazy one, but I am already used to waking up before sunrise.
Which I am very grateful for.
Being a workaholic is not the worst "-holic" I could get from the rabbit's hat, so I am happy with it. I just need to find out what to do on weekends and on vacation.
I need to find the real meaning.
I need to stop running away from my thoughts.
And embrace it.
Yeah.
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